New Laptop!

Just received a brand new laptop today! Ordered online from Dell's website. Bought a Red Dell™ Inspiron™ 1420. Can even check the status of your shipment. But I have received the package already and the status on the webpage is still in shipment. Haha...

Email from a friend.

Today I just received an email from a good friend of mine. Quite a long email. But it really made my day. Thanks Wen.




Good morning pals..

today I am not feeling very well.. having flu since yesterday due to the cold weather these few days in Sibu. for those who have flu before.. you can understand how it feels having flu.. you will feel very tired.. no energy and feeling of sleeping all the time.. this is what I am feeling at the moment.. being so sleepy and keep fishing..

Well, just to wanna share with you all that last saturday I was attending a installation dinner. hahaa... is not my installation dinner.. I got nothing to be installed.. ;p but is the installation of Chun!! yeah! our friend now is the President of Swan City toastmasters club in sibu! well done Chun! I think he had put in a lot of efforts and contribution in the club for the past years to get what he is today. I am sure all of us here are very proud of you, fren!

I felt very proud that night for being invited by the president to attend the installation dinner.. I think our table got special treatment maybe becos we were the guests of the president.. we had been offered red wine but from my observation not all the tables had such treatment... am I right Chun? or maybe it's the courtesy from Dr Clement? Another thing I felt satisfy is the installation magazine cover design inspired by Chun and done by me was put on the tables. It looked good but Chun I think the printing company did resize the cover as u can see the backdrop gradient color was distorted..



One thing I have to mention here about the dinner is the speech by our dear president friend.. hahaaa.. as far as we know Chun.. do you think he will write a long and serious speech script then read it out on the stage? of course not! hahahaa... actually if you want me to describe his speech... I will use the words simple, funny, spontaneous but smart, have brain and impressive! I think those have pay attention on him when he's delivering the speech was impressed by him. Even the special guest of the night, vincent goh who is one of the YB in sibu also said that he was impressed by him. The YB said when first Chun calling him to invite him for the dinner.. he can feel he sounds very timid.. and when the YB met him.. he felt Chun look innocent and ignorant which Chun had admit it on his speech earlier. The YB said but after listening to his speech, now he knew although Chun has baby face.. but he's actually a lady killer!! hahahaa! This is interesting.. I was argued with Chun on this lady killer speech after the dinner... ;p

so, wish to know the full content on Chun's speech?? then you ppl have to ask him to tell you all by his own. I dun think he has a well-prepared script on his hand as his parent said he just prepared it at very last minute! hahaha!! typical Chun's style! Oh ya... one thing I need to mention about Chun' speech.. he said although he looks innocent or maybe ignorant and look like a kid.. but he asked the audience to believe him that he's not the kid anymore... he assured that under his leadership.. the club will achieve the magic 3 which mean will get the special award by the toastmasters international 3 years in a row! and this time he'll make the perfect scores to achieve the award. if not he'll resign from the club and he asked the press the quote what he said!! hahahaa!! what you all feel after listening to part of his speech content? Chun.. if I got any mistaken.. pls correct me ok?



I took few photo of him during his installation. I will attach 2 here.. I took using my lousy handphone.. so the quality might not so good..

Meetings and meetings...

Had a meeting this morning. About SBT. Then will have another meeting tonite. Toastmasters Educational meeting. Then tomorrow another meeting, committee meeting for our installation night. I'm getting tired of endless meetings.

Yesterday another meeting to discuss about the launching of the Sibu Education Department website. Not very user friendly but that is the best the team can do at the moment.
Seems like everything happens at the same time.

And on my way back from Kanowit, the Lukut-Penyulau Road was flooded. More than a foot deep near the Durin bridge, before SJK Yuk Chai.

Tomorrow have to go to Kanowit again to finalize everything. sigh...

Motivation Camp

Just came back from school from a motivation camp for the students. A lot of

activities. One interesting one is the "Burung hantu."

The student are blindfolded, then brought to walk around the school and the bushes

nearby. In the middle of the night. They have to walk through mud, cross the muddy

drains, crawl under the bushes and everything you can think of. Blindfolded.

What is Love?

Looking at the title would make people think that.... Boring.... Another definition of love. Well, I wont define it cos I really don't know. If it makes me how I feel right now, I'd prefer not to love at all.


It happened suddenly this morning. I was driving to work when I heard the song "You Sang To Me" by Marc Anthony. It brought tears to my eyes. I felt so weak. And useless. How come I cannot control my emotion? I really don't know. My mind is a mess now. I feel like I am falling into a bottomless pit of despair. With no end in sight. :(

Sometimes I question God, why are You doing this to me???
I can't take it anymore....

Outcast

God Help the Outcasts

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Just a midi file

Felt different from the rest.. Somehow doesn't feel like I fit in. Dont feel like I fit in anywhere. Felt like an outcast...

I don't know if you can hear me
Or if you're even there
I don't know if you would listen
To a humble prayer
Yes I know I'm just an outcast
I shouldn't speak to you
Still I see your face and wonder
Were you once an outcast too?

Black Magic?

Something funny happens this afternoon. I went for an afternoon nap. Then when I woke up it was quiet dark... I was like "Oh s***, It is bright already and I'm late for school!! Then I check the time and it was 5. Then I thought it is still early, why it is so bright outside????? " After quite a number of seconds I realize that it was evening. And I just took my nap. Hahaha... I guess I slept heavily. Not napping...:)

Anyway someone dear to me told me that she felt that she was under black magic. I don't believe in that kinda stuff but I felt protective of her. Felt like shielding her from all that could have hurt her. This song by Phil Collins came into mind.

Come, stop your crying, it will be all right
Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will protect you from, all around you
I will be here, don't you cry

For one so small, you seem so strong
My arms will hold you, keep you safe and warm
This bond between us, can't be broken
I will be here, don't you cry

'CAUSE you'll be in my heart
YES, you'll be in my heart
From this day on, now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always

Why can't they understand the way we feel?
They just don't trust, what they can't explain
I know we're different but, deep inside us
We're not that different at all


Don't listen to them, 'cause what do they know?
We need each other, to have, to hold
They'll see in time, I know
When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you, but you've got to hold on
They'll see in time, I know, we'll show them together

Always, I'll be with you
I'll be there for you, always, always and always
Just look over your shoulder
I'll be there, always.....